I am seriously at the end of my rope. Every day is a chore, nothing brings me joy anymore. What's the point? I work to earn money to live but I'm not living just surviving. My health keeps getting worse, the stress is literally going to kill me. I just want to live. I want to make things and garden and relax and rehab animals, not spend my days staring at a computer and getting told I'm not working hard enough. Is there a way to escape the 8 to 5? If not I'm sure I won't make it to 40. I'm only 27 and taking more meds than my 80 yr old grandma. This isn't sustainable, I need to escape. I feel so trapped, even if I quit I still need medical insurance. All of my safety nets are tied to my job, my student loans are crushing me. I just want to live, is that really to much to ask?