Title says it.
I've had several jobs since I was 13 and not 1 was enjoyable. The thought of waking up too early for too little money without any appreciation is killing me. I didn't go to college because it isn't affordable and not a hair on my body wants to work past 30 years of age. I've talked to several therapists but every single one of them is telling me to find a way to suck it up and accept that this is everyones life and everyone is dealing with these problems.
I just don't ever want to work again, I only want to have fun and do stuff I want, ofcourse that is impossible without money but that is the main reason why I just hate the system we made. I cry when I'm leaving for work in the morning, the thought of seeing my coworkers and boss is making my body ache. I need to know how other people are coping with these unsolvable problems.
Please give me advice on accepting that I have to work 'till 68 y/o