Lost my job two months ago – took 3 weeks of before job hunting – did job hunting on medium level intensity for like 4 hours a day – the rest of the time I cooked/trained/read/went out. Landed a job 3 weeks ago and started a week ago – and I allready want to quit.
Like damn. I get up at 6 AM and get back at 5 PM. This includes commuting, geting up, getting ready etc Then I have a very generous 5 hours of “free” time in which I have to do some cooking/cleaning/training – and at 10 PM I am allready getting ready to go to sleep so that I get at least 7 hours of sleep.
I am allready tired – my head hurts – my apartment that was Squeaky Clean is allready a mess – I went from around 5% fast food while being unemployed to 80% while working. I am exhausted just want to sit around at home doing nothing.
Just 2 months and I got into a healthy lifestyle – and now the shock is even greater. I cant get the people that claim they read like 200 books a year or more while working full time – or the people that claim they go to the gym every day for 1-2 hours.
Like I allready do some cleaning and cooking every day – and its still a mess. I manage to train like once a week and read a few hours once a week – and its allready time I am missing.Meeting with friends/family has gone from 2-3 visits a week to 0 and I will be glad if I can manage 2-3 visits a month.
And I certainly dont believe all the mostly rich people – that claim how they work hard like 60 or 80 hours a week because thats a bunch of BS. Work is making me sick and I want out.