I don’t know if this post is appropriate or not, but I’m out of options it feels like.
I (almost 26m) have severe ADHD, and am on the Autism spectrum, and have a slew of other mental illnesses/disabilities that I deal with.
In the past 5-6 years, I found purpose working in customer service facing jobs because I enjoy(ed) helping other people. Covid and its effects on the general public, have turned me into a nervous wreck half the time, and where I used to be quite Extroverted, Im becoming extremely introverted and anxious, and because of this, I havent been able to hold down a decent job that i can pay my rent with.
I dont drive and it’s getting cold where im from, and we’re less a week away from thanksgiving, and my partner and I of 4 years just broke up on sunday, and i cant pay my rent;
everything seems to be on fire around me (see the gif in the comments) I feel hopeless and don’t know what to do… which is why im posting here i guess. I dont really want pity or anything like that, i guess I want advice??? I dont even know what I want/need.
I think I need help?