i got chest surgery and i needed time off. not even a day later and my boss was asking how i was, just to see when i would be able to start working again. fucking rediculous. ever since october 26th ( one week after surgery ) he made me start doing online work. i have not had a SINGLE DAY. NOT A SINGLE. FUCKING. DAY. to myself. some days have been 11 hour schedules, some have been 8 hour, even if i worked for an hour at home, i have not had a single fucking day to relax without thinking about work.
in 2020 i developed stress tics from the work place because of him and they stayed with me for a long time. the past 8 months they’ve slowly gone away, but now ever since the 26th they’ve been more and more frequent again, and this could be related / could not be but im starting to notice my hair falling out more than ever. like how we supposedly loose like 100 strands a day ? well, i’m loosing a lot more than that.
i’m fucking sick and tired of my boss not doing ANYTHING. GOD. WHY CANT HE READ ? WHY CANT HE DO THINGS ONLY HE CAN DO ? WHY CANT HE KEEP HIS PROMISES WITH WHAT HE WAS SUPPOSED TO DO ? WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY ? god i’m so fucking annoyed. my original plan was to quit at the end of december this year, but jesus fucking christ do i really wanna text him right now saying i wanna leave.