So a lot happened today.
I got an email in the morning (it was an appraisal letter) and I was expecting atleast 7% raise but I only got 5% and then I started crying a lot. I work so hard and this is what I get in return. I really used to love my job but with all these things happening, I have become numb. All my high hopes came shattering down when I saw the email.
I want to leave this job asap but I don't know what to do. I have changed my job so many times but the thing that has always remained constant is my crying pattern and I hate it so much. I wish I could work on my own terms and be happy. Fuck my life