feeling guilt for calling in :(

i dont even know why i feel like this. mentally was just not feeling well and i just wanted a day with my husband cause we are literally on opposite work schedules and i dont even get much time with him..i work in food service. feel like i let my coworkers/managers down somehow it just sounds awful. the last time i called out was the first of this month too. 🙁 just wish i didn’t feel like this.