I am 25 M living in the third world country where people still stigmatise and Humiliate someone with mental health issues.
So I have been working in a public sector bank for the past 2 year as a probationer and got recently confirmed . I got this job via reservations done for people with disability , mental illness being part of it. I have handson experience in education loan and wanted to grow in that sector but on confirmation I was asked about posting I informed the HR about my situation that i cant hold heavy and stressful post and be preffered for back end job rather a front line job.As Im planning to switch job after 6 months since I got a govt job in much better work environment however the pay has been less than bank. The HR has been very rude asking whether i take medication and that i do not look as a disabled person . Also people with mental illness should not have right for reservations and should not be trusted with job. All other my disabled friends got easy posting where as I got stuck at extremly senstive postion of loan officer which i have to lead just for 6 months as i was not disabled enough . Am i the asshole who is being honest about leaving the current organisation and not asking to work on such crucial postion just for 6 months . Should i tell the top management about whats going on with me all this has taken a toll on my mental helath which resulted my first major episode after 10 years .. Please advice me