I just can't – I feel guilt and like a burden.
I applied to first offered job option that took me, that does no good to me and is a dead end carrier choice, bc I'm just such a slave I guess, and the person who offered the job was nice – lol.
Now I gotta wiggle out of it in a creative way, to keep my unemployment-benefits.
And I could have taken a 2 week state paid vacation from the my job of searching for a job.
I know, the money has to go to military afairs, because some stupid wanabe comb-over tzar with his vodka-for-breakfast boyar harem wants to f-up the rest of the world.
But I think we ought to use the options that we have – the wealth will not trickle down by itself, someone needs to help it trickle – or it just gets imploded at the bottom of the ocean, with minimal scientific or engineering knowledge gains, and I want a new gamepad – wireless, maybe even Logitech.
It's not that I am burning the money – it flows back into economy – the food I buy, the wine I drink – it goes back to the businesses that produce it – giving jobs to those who feel a burning passion, like a fart after taco, for the work they do.
I remember – we had to watch TV series like 'Dynasty' or 'Dallas' to see rich people doing dumb shit – now it's on the news – real time, unscripted.