I work in food 5 days a week 8 hours a day and excepting occasionally after an open I'll have some energy. But my work has now taken all my energy. I have developed permanent damage from achilles tendonitis in my left leg which was also previously injured bc of working. One could argue work is ruining my life. On my off days I need to rest because another work week and a previous strenuous work week, and on closing shifts even if I wake up at like 730 and think about doing stuff before work it sounds utterly impossible. If I do occasionally have some energy to try and do something before work I'll need a nap and feel exhausted before work even starts. If it's after I need to be in bed before 10 or I am cranky af
So basically all I do is relax some basic chores and lay in bed and go to work. I'm bailing on some plans I have tomorrow because I'm actually busy moving this week but social activities as well also feel extremely draining. I've had 6 other jobs since I was a teenager and all of them gave me extreme anxiety and panic attack issues, except this one. Idek what to do anymore. All there is is work. 🙁