9 minutes until i have to log on to my work and I am shaking and starting to cry. My job isn't even that bad but knowing the next nine hours will be devoted to this pointless shit has got me in an anxiety spiral. I'd love to find something else but dammit . . . I've got physical issues so i can't do something like that, and now I really need the healthcare, and fuck. I wish I didn't have to sell my sanity to survive.
9 minutes until i have to log on to my work and I am shaking and starting to cry. My job isn't even that bad but knowing the next nine hours will be devoted to this pointless shit has got me in an anxiety spiral.
I'd love to find something else but dammit . . . I've got physical issues so i can't do something like that, and now I really need the healthcare, and fuck.
I wish I didn't have to sell my sanity to survive.