Just like every mistake I make he’s ALWAYS there and then fucking berates me and makes me feel like shit to the point where like every little fucking thing I do is wrong. To preface I KNOW I’m making the mistakes and I don’t mean to but literally every time I do something wrong he’s right on my ass.
Today I did a room service order the box and the ticket came to the window so I packed everything and delivered it but apparently the cook forgot to put in the main fucking dish in and I didn’t know. When I came back the manager just starts yelling at me like “whY DiDNt yOU ChECk tHe BOx?!” And I was trying to explain that I thought it was ready cuz the ticket was up. Ik this sounds stupid and I know it is my fault but it’s literally every fucking day and I definitely guarantee my other coworkers have made dumb mistakes as well.
I keep replaying these instances in my head and get so angry. Part of me wishes I could’ve cussed him out and part of me wants to beat myself up cuz I know I should’ve done better.
I’m stuck feeling bad that I can’t be better and feeling bad cuz I still feel like I’ve been treated wrong. I don’t think I really need advice, I certainly know what I *should * be doing, but I just want to vent this to you and see what yall think