I have a Borderline Personality Disorder that’s caused everyone to mock me everywhere I go (or say certain things) for the past 5 years almost. I’m guessing it’s because it’s a stigmatized disorder…
I can’t fix it. I try to ignore it but people are making fun of my mannerisms, what I do. What I say. Maybe I don’t want to fix it or just don’t know how, but I can’t work hardly at all I be bussin’ ass at work and people leave me to do the work, while they run talk and say things with every interaction that mocks what I’ve said in the past. people act like they’ve heard something bad about me and do a good job at making me feel bad for it. I’m the biggest loner but feel embraced by everyone somehow in the most awkward light. I just hope it pans out ok. My mom says I’m schizophrenic I guess I should stop smoking weed but I think everyone should stop mocking me and try to understand that I have an emotional disorder that I can’t control.
Anyways toodles y’all wish me luck I need it. Or not. Y’all really making me suffer tho I can’t have a good relationship if tried right now.