I'm leaving for my second day of work in about half an hour. I don't have a hard job whatsoever. I'm just going to be working at a gas station pumping gas. But yesterday during training I was already overwhelmed.
I already have really bad anxiety. I have poor memory due to ADHD, and there's so many steps and things I need to remember. They've already filled up my schedule this week. I don't know why I was kind of surprised a minimum wage job would want to take up so much of my time.
Anyways.. I'm really nervous. I'm afraid of messing up. I'm afraid of getting in trouble. I'm also afraid because I have pretty bad chronic pain and I'll have to be standing for a long time.
I've had internships before (basically working for free LOL) I know how these things go. I know how much I hate it. Honestly minimum wage jobs are the hardest for me which is why it confuses me why they pay so little? Wtvr.
If anyone has advice on how to calm down or anything please let me know in the comments