*rant alert*
2 weeks ago i signed a 3 month contract at a local clothing store out of pure despair because i´m drowning in debt and my previous taxi driver job just wasn´t cutting it anymore.
I knew i was fucked from the very first day because apparently you are not allowed to sit during the entire time aside of ONE 30min break. I have fucked ankles from skateboarding and standing for long periods of time is extremely painful for me even in good shoes.
Worst thing is started binging again both on food and alcohol after having a good diet and workout routine for a few months. I miss working out so much but now even on my days off i barely find the strength to do basic tasks around the house. Also I can´t sleep more than a few hours because my fucking feet hurt so much so i just eat and drink until i pass out.
Do you guys have any tips how to survive this? Ik it will be soon over and the money will pull me out of debt and i will hopefully find a better job by then but the first 2 weeks felt already horrible and tbh i´m afraid what the next 2.5 months will look like.