Author: Olivia

My last and my previous assignment (contract worker) are both one of the worst experiences ever. I am used to being lied to in job interviews when they tell you how great their teams are and how fucked up their software processes are (we have fun, we are a team, we do all the best way possible, best quality bla bla bla). Scrum and Safe are just shit that you have to live with but what are the other red flags that help you to avoid bad jobs or at least cut them short? I wanted to quit since day one and that never changed but in the end after 12 months I extended the shit just to see how they get going with the already clearly failed project, and yes they were the assholes I expected them to be. But I got an extension worth 5 months of work…

I have been top performer for this company making it hundreds of million a year and have always been left alone because I am always bringing in new business and increasing profits. Because of this Ive earned the privilege of coming in and out of the office whenever I like and working from home without reporting into anyone. I enjoy what I do and I enjoy the sector but couldn't think of anything worse than sitting in the same office for more than a few afternoons or mornings a week. The people are nice but talking small talk with other office staff is not one bit on my list of fun tasks. To give context, I live 45 mins from the office on the other side of the city and I normally come in to the office 2/3 times for a morning or an afternoon to show my face or…

I don't understand how people can spend the majority of their waking lives in an office (or wherever) and not lose their damn minds. I can't stand having to spend the majority of my life with people I don't particularly care about, and who don't care about me. I feel imprisoned, held hostage, my life is like death. I feel like my life doesn't belong to me; I don't belong to me. If healthcare is considered (in most developed countries) a human right, free at the point of need, why isn't food and shelter?

Any ideas on how I can ruin his? I just found out he cheated on my mom (for like the third time)…and then there was a homeless guy he literally laughed at. It was just the last straw and I hate him so much. I don't want to name him or expose him…I still kind of love him a bit…but I want to hurt him. I want him to pay. I don't have direct evidence of crimes he committed I just know that there are some crimes. And again turning him in or turning in info even if I had it…it would hurt my father. And I don't want to do that…but I want him to stop ruining lives. Also he's a drunk and probably gonna die in 5 to 10 years…should I just let him? I keep trying to get him to go to treatment, we all do…but yesterday…