Every time I go to work I get a pit in my stomach cause I don’t wanna deal with the social aspect. Why can’t they just leave me alone? I just wanna do my job, get my check and go. I feel like people automatically hate me cause Im neurodivergent, shy and introverted. I feel like there’s no place for me cause society welcomes neurotypical extroverts. I have ADHD and mild autism.
Every single shift they don’t fail to comment on my quietness, or straight up say anything they want to me cause I’m easy prey. One lady told me my face is fat for NO REASON. Same lady would bring up sexual stuff to make me uncomfortable cause I’m shy. Ask me to give her a back massage. Boss me around. I hate it here. I have no relationships with anyone at work so I don’t feel I can tell this to my manager who has been with these people for years. I work with nurses as old as my mom at a care facility. They talk about their kids and shit I don’t care about. I just have nothing to say and I don’t bother anyone. Why does my presence bother them though?