im done.
every job ive had has exploited me or otherwise made me unhappy, uncomfortable, and riddled with anxiety
i dont want to work anymore. i would sooner sit in my bed and rot there than choose to continue working but i have to. i just got lured in to a new place offering much more than my last job. even mildly progressive as i was able to negotiate a four day, 10 hour a day, work week. im 20 minutes away. still unhappy. i feel every day that goes by i grow more and more mentally incapable of participating in this shit show. im already on lexapro. idk what the fuck else im supposed to do besides walk into a ward for some temporary sanctuary with crazies all around me. i dont get it. i dont know how we're supposed to live anymore