Over the years of my education career in high school and college I've grown to absolutely despise work, “entrepreneurship” and networking culture. I am in the stem field and this is a field that is pretty much built off that. I will admit I was never that good of a student. Ive had challenges academically ever since I was in elementary school and due to the extremely collectivist nature of the education system and how its not designed to make you smart. I was never able to overcome those challenges by the time I reached college, that in combination with it destroying my creativity and passion I had as a kid. I struggled heavily through out college, and the past semester was perhaps the worst semester I've had yet.
I'm finishing school this semester and am gonna have to get a job. I hate having to network and i hate job culture. Thats part of what destroyed that natural childlike passion and giddiness i had towards stem. Though I have heard people say that the system is ultimately designed to do that. I'm considering going to a tony robbins event to see if that will help me. What advice would some of you have for someone like me