No matter what i do i cant feel satisfied with a job. i hate working. and i get it thats why its called work and not fun. im just so unhappy where i work. I try and then my motivation just plummets. my bills are all paid and im great at saving money. But fuck i just cant seem to escape hating this bullshit. cant find anything that pays well enough to justify spending 9+ hours anywhere but my house. Not that im sorth what i want anyways. but i cant lie i just want to chil at home and plah warzone and make music all day. a job just gets in the way of me enjoying the one life i have and just deprives me of sleep.