So, 2 months, 10 days on 4 days off, night shift. Temp job, and it just ended…. and I have a grand total of $1000, and a $600 piece of land…. And that was saving all except maybe $400.
I cant do anything with that, and the temp agency doesnt have any other jobs.
What the hell am I even supposed to do! I bought a cheap ass plot of land I want to build a tiny home or something on (honestly, a mistake, I should know better than ever thinking I can escape the paycheck to paycheck for life while paying off your million in debt… thats absolutely fucking delusional)
I though id have at least 3k, but nope, job ended early. I litterally cant do anything but buy dumbass capitalist treats that I dont want. I want to live in peace and not work my life away, but even wanting the cheapest fucking housing is delusional. I should accept that I am a slave and I must work 40 hours a week for my entire life, for wages that wont even pay for an apartment (I am not college educated, so my wages are only going to drop compared to cost of living…)
Im fucking tired of this. How the fuck do I work for 2 months and yet have effectively no money. I might as well have $10, $1000 is absolutely meaningless.And I'm bipolar and dont think I will ever be able to work 40 hours regularly…. plus I want to actually have time to try to fix my car or have a life, but its just a delusional grand idea,