Taking a melatonin tonight because im so anxious and depressed about having to go to my crappy job tomorrow that i cant sleep. Didnt even get to enjoy my day off today because i was an anxious wreck all day. This is so messed up.. ive been applying to jobs for 2 months now to get out of here and no luck, i so badly wanted a new job by the new year and having to go back tomorrow is just making everything seem hopeless.