I won't get into details but I was super tired and burnt out in high school already. I'm constantly stressed and on guard, I literally dissociate on interviews and either shut down or get hyperactive, which is not helping to create a good impression. I only got two jobs in my life and I didn't stay longer than couple of months. They say to just find a job and leave your home if it's so awful but how are you supposed to do it if constant mistreatment made you such a wreck that no job wants you? Employers do not exercise understanding or give chances, they do not care about your life story. They just think that you're creep and always choose someone who is confident and happy or has the energy to fake it.