Just started a job bathing people's pets and I'm still in training but holy crap did they do a 180 from the interview!?
From super nice n almost bubbly to coming off like they hate the job, like she hasn't once told me good job, all iv had done is get scolded for not knowing something that she or the training didn't go over, embarrassing me on not knowing something in front of other staff (despite me asking if I should write this stuff down but being told no).
Constantly telling me what I'm doing wrong, like today I sent her a text message after yelling in the bathing area after yelling for help, the dog had wrapped itself around my with their leach so I couldn't move and could easily fall and hurt myself and dog and all I get is “ur not allowed to be on ur phone”, I asked her what I could have done then if something worse happens and she just said “yell louder…” Many other things happening as well…
Broke down several times, had to use my inhaler and almost had a panic attack, I no longer feel the job is for me but idk what the fuck to do, I can't quit without another job in place but I'm scared it's gonna get worse.
Edit: I Already told her I'm dyslexic and other disabilities and I don't feel anything is being thought of. I feel I'm doing my job at the time Im at, fine, I'm just nervous on a few things.