anybody else feel like this ever?
I work at my dream job basically.
my workplace is nothing but kind when people can't make it in, and rationally speaking I don't want to get anyone else sick.
I get a few days of sick pay.
but even though I'm currently sick, I can't help but have this sense of relief that I get to stay home, and I think in part that and maybe in part some weird ingrained work-culture thing in me is making me feel guilty, like “wellll did I REEEEEEALLY need TWO whole days??” “am I really THAT sick? I mean I'm still pretty functional even though I've been exhausted and feel like shit and running around all day at work would be a huge strain, so is it WRONG to stay home and not go help out? they're SO BUSYYYY” (mind you, my job involves taking care of others, so it's not some retail bullshit with little at stake)
lol .. it sucks xD