I know this may sound incredibly stupid or like I am a lazy ass. But I just want to vent, I almost cried today but was blessed with the day being off because my bosses are very unorganized. I started with this people in a small bakery and there is a lot to do, they are so new the place needs so many things like a proper computer and a bathroom. It is my first week and I already started to make extra hours and i was supposed to NOT have a free day because my bosses needed me for this week to work everyday. I am being as positive as possible because it was very difficult for me to find a job (i need money and experience), but i am already comtenplating leaving in a few months. I am the cashier and i have to treat public directly, and even when the work itself its pretty easy, it's extremely draining mentally, for me. I am also the only one working when the boss is not around, so I am alone in my shift completely without real help or someone to talk to and sometimes i feel like i am going crazy with so much silence..i only have one free day and work eight hours, so my plans of doing other productive things in my free time became basically impossible as i get home so tired i just want to sleep.
I have a boyfriend that also works and with this schedule and his it's gonna be really difficult to see each other.
Idk, i needed to say it. I know i am probably being dramatic and that i am probably goin to get a bit more used to it but damn. It's not my first job per se i have worked before but remotely only and this is my first time working with the public directly. I feel so tired today… I needed to rant thanks to anyone reading even if you don't care
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