I worked so hard to get the job I currently have, but every day I just fuck something up. It's not like I'm even getting better at this point. I feel like my family wasted for me to go to college. So, if I do get fired at the end of my PIP, I'm gonna do it. I'm not doing this to make anyone feel bad, I just don't know if I can come back from this. I have great health insurance. I get paid well. I don't think I can get these benefits anywhere else.
People are replaceable. I am replaceable. All my friends will find someone else to fill my void and all my family won't even notice I'm gone.