I currently work part time at an office job and I've been itching to quit for months now. I can't afford to, I already work part time for mental health reasons. But so many times my boss just handholds me with a mom voice for things I've been doing for months now. I almost up and left today.
Luckily I plan on moving out of state within the year but I'm also worried this might hinder my ability to find a new job. This system sucks. It takes up all my mental energy to handle this job so I can't pursue my true passion (writing. i always planned on having an “actual job” but I wish it was more of a “get out of the house and do something else for a bit” instead of a draining obligation). I barely have the energy to do my hobbies.
I just. I don't know. I'm stuck in a rut and I no longer know what to do. I feel like this system is killing me. What can I even do, at this point?