I dont have a backup, nothing lined up after but being in the hell that I've been through and the fact that I'm being dropped through the cracks, I'm done. I've been sick from stress for a month, can barely eat, I wake up in tears and mid panic attack middle of the night sometimes. I finally decided I'm done. I work in a call center remotely. I've been a trainer for about half the time. My home program is end of life and I've not been reached out to for a new spot (or a reasonable spot, they sent me an offer for a $6 pay cut and demotion). My credentials/access to the site to look for other internal positions was taken away about a month ago, same with the timekeeping system so I haven't been able to even clock myself in. They sent me new equipment but again my credentials won't allow me to even login. (Its not a wrong pw issue, it's something else) I've been “on loan” with this project for a while and have felt nothing but like a failure every meeting we have. Boss just doesn't know how to run meetings but insists on them every week. I've had credentials for other systems held over my head like it's a damn privilege to be able to talk to my manager. I'm done. I'm done. I'm done. And im not the only one. When I made that choice a huge weight lifted and I got some sleep finally. I'll figure something out, I have some money in savings to float by for a while, and my living situation is pretty cheap right now. I know I'll be okay.
Thanks for reading this pointless rant.