I’m only 19 & genuinely considering suicide because of how deeply I hate capitalism. So much pressure to be something, make something, produce. I want to just exist. I want to just live, I don’t want to be anything. Is being simply human not enough? The thought of working for the rest of my life, or college, or anything “productive” makes me seriously suicidal. I am on medication, I have tried everything, it isn’t me. It is this world that is deeply sick, and I no longer want to exist in it. This might be my last post ever. I am tired.