So I gotta get this off my chest. I straight up don't understand why working sucks so much. I've genuinely never hated something more than work, I like doing the work and I'm good at what I can put my mind to but I hate the work environment. It makes me feel so dumb and so childish, but I just don't understand why it's the way it is, why we slave away our own precious time to survive. Barely survive if you live paycheck to pay check. It's so exhausting too, mentally, physically, socially. I don't know what to do about it, I'm unskilled, I work in hospitality and I just don't see the point in any of it. I've tried finding a career but it comes up to the same thing everytime. I just can't see the benefits. There are no benefits, it's either survival or nothing.
We waste the minute amount of time we have being conscious in this plane of existence on obsessing and striving for slips of plastic, paper or electronic numbers that have no actual value to them. It's maddening. If anyone has any advice for this I'd appreciate it a lot