I don't know what to do. I couldn't handle two people being racist in the damn store, there was just too much piling up without anything being done. (TLDR of the situation, one of my higher ups called me “boy” twice and nothing was done about it by the owner.) I left so i wouldn't risk my mental health any further, but I'm not sure what to do now. I've already started applying for new jobs, but I feel two oceans worth of guilt for making my wife hold up my end until I can unfuck myself. If anyone has ANY ADVICE on what I can or should so I'm not a complete waste of space around her, I would sincerely appreciate the help. I'm not very smart, but I really love my wife. I can't make her pay may way through life. I need help.