Long story short, I'm physically incapable of lifting a certain weight because of my build but today (and many others before) I was basically told to get on with it even though I mentioned I was really struggling. I was just met with anger from management, so I went and attempted to do the job because I can't stand confrontation.
Anyway, here I am trying to lift this block of goods that weighed more than me when I just gave it my all and somehow managed to get the god damn block off the ground when I felt the most incredible pain of my entire life shoot up my neck.
Dropped and broke the stupid thing to add insult to injury.
Hobbled to management when they absolutely exploded because of my incompetence and that I have damaged customer goods. Pain fueled me had an absolute burst of energy, got the cost of the damaged goods out my purse, stuffed it on the desk and told them I was done.
Ain't worth hurting myself for.
Got screamed at to never come back on top of some other crap while I drove like my ass was on fire out the place. Never felt as good! 2 years of that crap and it all ended here.
Well.. until now. Sat on my ass on some ER bed a few hours later with a slipped disc and a fractured wrist. God knows how that happened.
No job, no money and probably no pride.
Well shit.
Please tell me I ain't the only one who made dumb choices in the moment and that shit gets better?
Can't deny that it DID feel good at the moment and I'm rather happy to be free even if it means eating noodles for a few weeks when I find another job.