Yesterday was like miserable for me. I was crying in the middle of meeting via Zoom (ofc no one knows) and I was in my campus' library.
For context, I am a college student who takes an internship and the internship is not affiliated with my campus. I am dealing with burn out to the point that it distracts my everyday life. I can't eat, like seriously. I only eat once in a day and I can't even eat for one portion. Sometimes I bought a food but I really can't eat it until I have to throw it away. I can't focus too to the point I almost got stuck in the elevator, fell down, or I can't even cross the street properly (I didn't see the vehicles on the street).
I have told my user/manager about my condition and I have said that I want to resign. But my company terms & condition only allows me to resign in a one month notice. My psychologist doesn't want to give me a letter of recommendation so I could give it to my company so I could resign as soon as possible and it makes me really stressed.
I am so, so exhausted.