Antiwork

This happened about a month ago. I'm not going to give the name of the company because I know one of the owners is on Reddit and I haven't gotten everything I was promised on my last day, but it's an offroad accessory manufacturer in Portage Michigan. It uses 2 names, one for Jeep accessories and another for Toyota. That information should be plenty to work out what company I'm talking about I worked at this company for about one and a half years. I started as a part time laborer working in powder coating then the shipping department. After 6 months the owner approached me and offered me a position that would take over about a third of the Production Manager's duties. It was full time, and salaried and my wife was wanting to quit her job to take care of our new baby so I happily accepted. The…

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Title's pretty self-explanatory. I serve no purpose whatsoever, except to consume resources as to stay alive, especially when I do not wish to. I find existence boring, meaningless, and sadistic. I'm sick and tired of people saying “life's an adventure! you'll find what you love”/”trust me bro, God has a plan for us all”/”it's all a matter of perspective, focus on the positive!”. No. Only difference between you and me, is that I do not romanticise suffering and pain. I need a job. I'm willing to go to college, then a masters, but I need a well-paying job, that doesn't make my life hell, than it already is.

Lately I’ve been so burnt out with work politics and bs. A few weeks ago I almost got written up for no reason and my boss is a snake. Some of my coworkers get on my last damn nerves and it’s hard to be fake and pretend to want to work around them. Mentally I just don’t give a fukc I hate being at work. Obviously I need this job for money and benefits . What can I do to help me through this and still stay professional? Looking for another job is not an option at this time. Tbh, am tired of working period. It’s the same shit different place of employment to me at this point.