Antiwork

I have nowhere else to dump this but I need to get it out and I need it to be seen. It may seem silly to so many out there but I know at least one of you will get it. I hate showers. I hate feeling so vulnerable, I hate the fact that I can cry and noone observing will notice. I hate the sight of myself in the mirror. I am repulsed by the fact that I am still alive. I was supposed to die last year again. This world is not meant for me. The hallucinations drive me to drink. Why do I love anyone? It would be so much easier if I didn't, but the good people keep building a place in my world and won't go away. I dream of a better life but can't excuse my own self harm. I hate feeling like this…

So i was looking at the term and agreement for Office depot and it started off good … but then near at the bottom i notice something …  I understand that all employees of the Company are employees at will and, I agree that if I am hired by the Company, I will be an at-will employee.  As such, Office Depot employees are free to resign at any time without reason and the Company, likewise, retains the right to terminate an employee s employment at any time with or without reason or notice.  No oral statements or anything contained in the Associate Handbook or any other document provided to an employee are intended to be, nor should they be construed as, a guarantee that employment or any benefit is to be continued for any period of time.  The terms of this at-will employment relationship cannot be altered unless done so…

Back when i had a business (was good at it, but hated the shark tank environment) one if the things i learned was that i never actually take “risks”. Stuff like how much im expected to sell or how much inventory i should have were all technically unknown variables, but invest in inventory was never risky because history predicts the projected future pretty damn reliably. Technically though if the market were to do something completely out of character it could seriously mess things up but the market represents the average consumer so you would need a large portion of them to act strangely at the same time. This happened with the toilet paper shortage sudden spike in demand, eventually leads to increased production and inventory over time, but then the sudden decrease in demand leaves them overstocked which is not good. The only issue is the whipping of the bull…

Will Smith assaulted a man on live tv. In front of an audience. And no one did anything. If one of the ushers or servers did that they would be fired, arrested and canceled. But not the millionaire celebrity.

Luckily, I don't have to visit the website daily. It's a pushy, tacky-looking site that looks like it was built to force people to purchase something. Not much subtly or a sense of connection to others.

Told, not asked, to train a new employee on my third week with this company. I personally have no prior experience with this job so it was completely new to me and I am still learning every day. How does that even make sense? Isn’t that the supervisors job? :’)