I had to call out today because my OCD is making everything immensely difficult. The hot water in my house broke and the water is so cold I really can't shower in it, and my OCD won't let me go to work if I haven't showered shortly beforehand, my manager didn't guilt me (he's quite nice) when I called but I'm worried there will be repercussions later or that I made work more difficult for everyone because we are usually understaffed and I'm the only hostess scheduled for today. I know that's on them as managers for not hiring enough people, but I still feel really bad about myself and I'm pretty new at this job and have already called out a couple times before so I'm not doing well about it .