Alright, so context here I work in a safety critical role. One of my coworkers was being fucking nuts with equipment so I reported it because he was definitely putting myself and others at risk.
When this happened he basically confronted me and was all huffy puffy, “tell me first next time,” “Im doing it fine,” “let’s see you do it.” Acting all big tough guy, Later on he tries to be more friendly to try and rebuild.
This was over a week ago, I just got approached by one of my very nice supervisors who was on vacation and basically apologized that I had to deal with that, offering for it to be reported further up the line because it should have been earlier, I declined.
I really am over it. I don’t care and I’ve moved on. It was tense at the moment but when I was talking today I got choked up and cried. I went from my usual jolly good mood to being unable to speak. All I wanted to do was talk and say that I am over it but I couldn’t. Now here I am, still over it, crying writing this. I just feel confused why do I still care emotionally when mentally I’m over it?