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Why do I always feel so guilty when I call out?

My mental health has been precarious at best lately. My work has been making changes that are fucking with everyone and I haven't been handling it well. I called out yesterday and am considering calling out again today, but I'm struggling with this stupid guilt. I feel like a bad little worker bee. I also feel stupid for feeling that way, because the company I work for makes it clear that “the needs of the business come first”, and they don't give a damn about me, other than the typical surface level “how are you today?” bullshit. I'm also paranoid. My call outs are medically protected, but I'm afraid if I use that protection too much, they're gonna find some other reason to fire me. Wouldn't be the first time a big corporation did something like that. I'm just so tired. Having to work for living sucks.


My mental health has been precarious at best lately. My work has been making changes that are fucking with everyone and I haven't been handling it well. I called out yesterday and am considering calling out again today, but I'm struggling with this stupid guilt. I feel like a bad little worker bee. I also feel stupid for feeling that way, because the company I work for makes it clear that “the needs of the business come first”, and they don't give a damn about me, other than the typical surface level “how are you today?” bullshit.

I'm also paranoid. My call outs are medically protected, but I'm afraid if I use that protection too much, they're gonna find some other reason to fire me. Wouldn't be the first time a big corporation did something like that.

I'm just so tired. Having to work for living sucks.

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