I work at a job in biotech, make 60k a year with great benefits. 15k/year 401k match. 3 weeks PTO plus 2 weeks sick.
And yet I'm falling into a depression right now that lowkey freaks me out. I've been here for 1.5 years and I just can't stand it anymore. I literally dread coming into this job. I do the same thing every day and just sit at home and watch TV on my 3 day weekends.
I just fucking hate it. They don't seemingly care about getting people to better positions and matching us to our education/talent levels. They have people doing the same work yet some make 10-15% more than others because of some extra experience (or they were hired on a different cost of living rate). Other than that, everyone here is really nice. Yet it feels like a prison cell. I feel like my burning desire to quit and just give myself some time off is a delusion, despite actually believing this is the only thing left that will increase my wellbeing. I feel like I'm just losing it by staying. Like a carousel that never ends and I've gotten too dizzy to find my way off. FUCK