Hello,
I feel like I go through this cycle over and over again . I get a job then I hate it right now I’m working a job that I hate I’m in Career prison Call Center right now. I’m so over this job this job has become my life and it’s invading my peace . I just escaped from an abusive home now I’m dealing with this abusive place of a job. Worst decision I’ve ever made in my life. The only thing I can say is that yes it does give me experience in multiple things but I’m not a call center kinda person I’ve had other jobs before this one that wasn’t this heavily monitored and strict . I think this is what’s causing so much frustration for me I want to just be set free I want my life back I had took a few months break of working before I started this job and I miss it so much !!! I don’t know how to get that freedom back the pay at this job is so low it hurts me I’m just tired . This job is causing so much stress over eating and making me anxious the job is in a traumatic field ptsd prone Call Center work if I said where I worked it would make sense.. I am an empathic person but I can’t be myself here like I don’t know how to explain it I’m just miserable I’m trying to hang on I get a glimpse of peace sometimes when I just apply other places but it’s like I don’t know when I will be out of here I’m scared I also too I see a lot of stuff about this company on Google and it sums up what I’m feeling now just want out . I thank this Reddit because I know I’m
Not alone