So I’m a kitchen potwash, and the company I work for pays very well. 20k a year is the most I’ve earned in a job and I don’t think I’d be able to get sutch a high paying job again as I’m not very skilled or tallented.
So 20k a year for washing pots pans and dishes is alot for that job. So I can only imagine what people earn for jobs better than mine at the same company doing all the inventing and tech jobs…
Anyway, the point I wanted to make. I want to leave becuase the job is painfully dull and mindnumbing, I can feel my sanity slipping away doing nothing but wash dishes all day looking into a sink. I’ve been having to get up earlier than Im used to so I can get here on time and wearing gloves so my hands don’t compleatly dry out, I’m also struggeling with the change. On top of that I don’t really like my manager, it’s just us two alone in a room and his personality is weird and dosnt match mine and we work in awkward silance all day despite my efforts to try get along with him.
I feel so out of place here doing the lowest level job compared to everyone doing something great. I think I’d enjoy it more if I was doing a more inturesting/avarage job here and got to speak to more people, but I cant really move departments. Especially without the qualifications. It’s also very lonley here. I feel like my afternoons at home slip away as I just want to lay in bed from exaustion.
Would it be stupid to give up 20k a year and 6% bonus? I sort of dont care about money anymore, I dont even want to buy anything with it. As long as I’m with my cat warm in my house that’s all I care about. I feel guilty for wanting to leave.