I feel like my depression is caused by work. I understand that work is a necessary evil, but it just causes more stress on me. I get depressed knowing that 40-50 hours of every week is spent doing something I don’t like. I’ve accepted that there will be no job that I will enjoy solely based on the fact that I have to spend 40-50 hours there. Only the lucky ones get jobs that they like and are fun. It’s not even that my job is that bad just the fact that I waste a huge chunk of my week doing menial tasks for inadequate pay makes me wanna kms. Even if I worked part time I feel like that would be a huge increase in my quality of life, but I simply can’t afford that. I hope some day I can retire fairly early and enjoy what time I have on this rock :/