One thing about life in America that infuriates me is the fact that, even if I want to build something better for someone, I can't. I don't have millions to put into something like that. I don't have “qualifications” to work in fields that fascinate me because I couldn't finish college. I desire nothing more than to build something where I can put in real effort to help others. But because of how things work here, it seems impossible to even get started with such projects. It brings me rage at my ineptitude. But that rage serves no purpose. I am already killing myself just trying to take care of my family. Forget helping anyone else, though if I can, I will.