So I was told I was going to be in a class yesterday at work and said to myself “ok whatever” as my care for a place I once gave literally everything for and was my dream has now become my own living hell but im kinda trapped do yo niche exp. And the benefits.
Turns out the supervisor/instructor wasn't teaching a class….the man wanted me to build him a program to teach new people something that I am the only one actively in my craft with the knowledge of. I am not here by choice….i was forced into this and it was illegal…..but autistic meltdowns are a bitch so 🤷.
We had a long conversation. I mean the man has literally has known me my whole life, knows my parents, and hell he is part of the reason I gave up a nice comfy 6 figure path to work hard (yup i know im an idiot but a dreams a dream and you follow em) he thinks i will be teaching the class but with everything management has done and said in the last almost year i know for a fact i won't. It feels wrong to tell him to fuck off when he gave me so much knowledge when i had none but the spiteful side of me just can't help the company.