It's hopeless. I already felt sick during my today's shift, but it got so much worse in the afternoon. I'm barely able to walk and can't hold anything in, not even water. Standing up gives me lots of pain and terrible nausea.
But there is nobody to replace me tomorrow. My role is absolutely necessary to run the place, we can't open up for the visitors without me. However, only a few other coworkers and managers know how to do this role. And everyone is busy or not responding. People are on their vacations or have other obligations. Or ignore anything I send them in a few cases. I have spammed everyone who could help. No luck.
The job is too complicated for me or anyone to give someone a speed course and then let them on their own. I myself needed many solo shifts to get fully used to it after the supervised training. Hence why it's paid so well… It's a very unique job which is necessary for my whole workplace to run.
I have no idea what to do. I hope that the meds and the good sleep are going to help at least a little for tomorrow, but I just feel so hopeless and depressed. I can't not show up, but I can't show up either…