I am drowning at work, going to be fired any day now. I don't have a financial fall back. I have been trying my best at work but they seem to think I am lazy and are disappointed with my contribution at work.
What scares me is that I am a writer who works in communication and it's seeming like I suck at communicating. I am doubting my skill and don't know what to do next.
My anxiety is triggering and I am constantly questioning if I am worthy of earning a living. I don't have the best mental health, estranged family, depression, ADHD, PTSD and maybe some more undiagnosed issues. I am an independent individual who doesn't know how to fend for themselves any more. And I am scared. And it's getting so hard to keep going because I don't know if I should trust myself. Just here to vent my heart out because I am feeling isolated and lonely. And I can't stop crying.