I just don't understand. they offered this job to me yesterday and I was SO excited to finally get off the phones! I was supposed to start on monday…
But today they took away the job offer because they already ran a background check within 90 days. So they couldn't run it again.
So for that reason my background check didn't clear.
I am just having such a hard time understanding this. I didnt know this was a thing. And why is it being used against me when it isn't something I have control over?
I can't stop crying. My head is spinning. I just resigned because I couldn't handle being this excited over a job offer just to have it ripped right out of my hands over something I can't even control.
Is this what life is supposed to be like? Working dead end jobs until we die? I can't do it anymore. I almost killed myself last week because I couldn't handle it but decided to tough it out for my boyfriend and my dog.
But this? It completely threw me off everything… I was so excited. They even offered a pay raise of $16.50 an hour… I don't even know what im gonna do anymore… I can't afford anything. I can't fix my fucking teeth. I can't pay for my pet bills. I struggle to make rent, I can't even afford groceries or electric and internet bills. I just want to fucking die already.