TL;DR
I am a 29f who works at a pet boarding and daycare place, I am neurodivergent and physically disabled. It seems like I can never find good luck at non-toxic jobs. The job I'm at now has been giving me such a hard time, they are not kind to me at all. I got in trouble by the schedule manager for being too detailed, and they know I'm HF autistic.
It seems like I will never find a good employment opportunity. I left retail and food service because the employers who hired me in would not accommodate my reasonable accommodations. All I asked was to sit down and cash people out, is that too much to ask?
Currently I am working at a pet daycare and boarding facility, at first everything was going well and everyone was nice. Until 2 days later, no one wanted to train me and got frustrated with me because I ask questions, I am HF autistic and I tend to ask questions and ask for details because I don't want to screw up.
The scheduler manager really upset me today tho, I am unfortunately highly sensitive as a neurodivergent person. I have a mild LD (learning disability) so sometimes I have a hard time comprehending and reading text messages. I was confused about my schedule and the messages were confusing. Today I apologized to the schedule manager for the confusion and this is what she said: “yes, please never message me again because your detailed message me such anxiety, I never read the rest of your messages because I could care less of what you said.” I have a bad habit of over explaining things but it's because my whole life I've always been dismissed because I was in detail enough or never asked questions enough, then when I do ask questions or come to detailed I get nagged at. It's like I can never win.
I'm supposed to have a progress report done in the next few weeks for my training report, meaning that the owner of the pet boarding and detail facility is going to ask me how can I rate my training and how my liking my job thus far, I don't know if I can be dishonest.
There's one girl that I work with that is super kind to me, and they're always rude to her too. I know she's a little bit loud but that's just her personality but she actually has been training me when she's not supposed to but she's a better trainer than half these girls that are supposed to train me. I feel bad cuz I think I got her in trouble because they asked me who have I been training with and I mentioned the girl that isn't supposed to be training me but I said she's good at training I am more comfortable being with her. They told her that she's not allowed to train because she's not qualified to. However, like I said she is more thorough and detailed and doesn't make me feel bad if I mess up.