Like I know you should act professional, but at the same time you should be able to express your emotions on a bad day instead of keeping them in. I feel like I have to be perfect at absolutely everything. No human error, no getting stressed when overwhelmed, feel like I have no say in things, just pain. I want to cry sometimes at work. I don't understand how am I gonna keep this up until retirement. Have this reputation and be just perfect. Perfection doesn't exist and I feel like work in general is cruel regarding mental health. Like yes I know you should act professional, but sometimes you also should understand that nobody is perfect. Such a basic message messed up.